09 October 2005
I've been abstemious for so long, it is hard to think of what or how I truly feel now. It is difficult to organise or express, because after the episode, everything is like a beautifully baked cookie, delicious but brittle, crumbling in an instant, ethereal, temporal, fleeting, leaving an aftertaste that is a memory, a vignette, a scene, a picture.
Suffice to say, I really want a long break from the camp, the work environment, and go for a long extended vacation.
That is what good music does for me, it brings me to places. And books too. While I should be here, I'm elsewhere.
I've gotten myself together. Happy, and no longer troubled.
I've been erratic and inexplicably moody the past two weeks. I'm sorry.
Beginning today: Bright Sunshine.
D woke up at 10/09/2005 12:33:00 PM [comment]
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