21 February 2013





taken in 2008/09

 why is it that i stopped taking photographs 'seriously' i do not know. i realized that in the past three years, i have been thinking in soundwaves. even when i look at these pictures, i hear a certain soundscape - the whirr of the air-condition, the drilling from a distant renovation, loud bus engines stopping and moving off, crickets, tv from the neighboring room, fans turning.. some too indistinct for me to conjure. the stillness i enjoyed the past few days have opened a slight door into the room where my thoughts used to be - far away from what i would share legitimately every night in my four hours. i am certain now that the four hours of jarring pop tunes exhausted me. i am thinking of ways to cure that. maybe i'll turn off the speakers while i'm at work for two hours. i'll dream more about shadows and light and how they make me feel. i'll note them down and link them to my emotions. i'll try to express how i feel by writing about light and re-imagine my words into pictures. for the new year.


D woke up at 2/21/2013 04:49:00 PM [comment]

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10 February 2013

一場短暫清涼的小雨
她唱了這樣一首歌

「那天

我向你說了句不認真的再見。

可我深深地親吻你的臉。
我再也不可能累積出那麼多的眷戀。
我曾堆出最高的疲憊和思念。
到它垮前

那天。

今天仍是那天。

每天,都是我能愛你的最後一天。
每個今天。

後來,不是未來。
而是
從此,現在,今天。

我們像所有人一樣謙卑,
忙碌與分別。

走出家裡,
走在日復一日的大街。」




日子 - 張懸


D woke up at 2/10/2013 03:18:00 AM [comment]

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08 February 2013

莫名其妙晚上喉嚨癢癢想咳嗽
記得妳說這是涼咳
妳總是逼我且幫我塗上Vicks傷風膏
在脖子圍上圍巾或手巾才讓我入睡

不知道為什麼想到這裡我突然很想哭泣
或許近日發生的事讓我深刻覺得
只有妳的愛是真實且無私又無排斥的
其他的過客都無法再讓我落淚
因為我早已失去最值得我回饋的愛了


D woke up at 2/08/2013 12:56:00 AM [comment]

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總覺得人生裡有太多的再見與來不及。所以如果有選擇,我不會自願道別,或,把某人逐出自己的生活範圍。

當你選擇這樣做,我只覺得可惜,也對你十分失望。

原來我只不過是你想要我為你成就的某種人生目標而已。若無法達標,你便把我拋棄遷往下個目標。

我無法付出,並非因為我不愛你。
而是我處在一個我自己無法理解的悲傷裡。
但你的舉動讓我知道,你終究關心和愛護的不是我,而是你自己。


D woke up at 2/08/2013 12:24:00 AM [comment]

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