15 May 2014
可惜較早的記憶都被近期的經歷鎖住了
我相信有好多的傍晚與昨天的一樣美好
但回憶總朦朧
只許近日的夕陽供人參考
夜，不突然
甚至悄悄
不察覺
我也已忘了曾看著你的雙眸
每一次都會重新想起原來你眼珠是
淡綠色的
偶爾棕色
光 X 顏色
傍晚從橘色，變橙色
變粉色，變紫色，變深藍色
變深灰色
我忘了計算
D woke up at 5/15/2014 11:14:00 PM [comment]
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14 May 2014
我一直以為香菸是困苦的人
轉身的依偎
那一年的歲月如天花板以上
傳來的電子音樂
隔著一道墻
淪於想像
絢麗混亂
置身事外
突然想起你年輕的面龐
望著我找藉口
當時的我說我瞭解
但我不贊同
而現在我瞭解你並未在困苦裡找寄託
而是讓出口變得寬闊
那人跟我要的不多
我給的更多
我猜想潛意識裡有種對討乞的憐憫
他想要的也不過是快活
你說 好不容易挨過
我點頭 希望這一束雲朵
能綻放出許多燦爛的花朵
D woke up at 5/14/2014 04:02:00 AM [comment]
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09 May 2014
I wonder how the flowers bloom
at where I have no other choice
but to dispose of my ashes
the speed of time in the span
of which I drift
across thoughts
and sometimes time
the end of a night
where I lose all that's in my head
the russle of the trees
the time you made me promise
never to light up again
the way I drown in the caresses
of the sheets
the gentle bird songs
before the creeping of sunlight
if I may say a word
it would be silent
as nothing would make sense
if words were created
the choice between an eternal salvation
and a temporal escape
both seem probable and desirable
but one is a circle that excludes the other
and one is a thought that would be forgotten
never realised and maybe never remembered
with the snail on the windowsill that makes it way slowly into the room
I carefully remove
so I can shut myself from the wind
and the cool of a distant night
which I may revisit perhaps
and perhaps not
D woke up at 5/09/2014 10:47:00 AM [comment]
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